Idkkk anymore.
Right now , i cant tell the difference between wanting to actually be with you or just holding on because i miss the way we are… The way we werre. Before…
” We’ve figured it out once , we can do it again. “
How long are you planning to fucking torture me ?
:/
People need to stop telling me to let it go ,
See what you people dont get is you cant just forget someone you once cared SO MUCH for ; Feelings are still there - whether we try HARD not to show it , it will some how find its way out. && you know what hurts most , making eye contact && acting like WE were never something. 6 months , i know it aint long - but its the longest ive gone without wanting to cheat , without being tempted to talk to other people. When we fight , i’d suck up all the pain && embrace it . I wanna feel every inch of feeling we both have to offer , whether it’d be bad or good - its the way you MAKE me feel. && i wouldnt have any body else make me feel the way YOU DO. I wouldnt want anyone else to take your spot. Its not even about loving you anymore. Its because i care so much for you , im willing to do ANYTHING for you. && when i say ANYTHING , i literally mean ANYTHING. Its because i KNOW your worth it. I dont wanna see you hurt , i dont wanna see another girl take my spot. Your my bestfriend. My worst enemy , my boyfriend - my EVERYTHING ; 
I dont give a fuck what anyone says. YOUR MINE. I will take you back , whats MINE is MINE. && i will fight for whats mine.
” You cant expect me not to talk to other people if you dont even wanna be with me. “
